Happy birthday to you, shirlyn ang!
Goodbye to june, hello to july! Half a year just gone!
1st july should be a happy day but i just can't get happy at all?
Econs paper didn't get the expectation that i want.
I failed the paper, and i seriously don't-know-why.
I cannot imagine that i fail-ed paper? I never get 50 marks and below.
Cause i never get C, D or even F before in my life.
Maybe yes, probaby PSLE.
Sometimes when you get A or B, you can't afford to see C and D.
I felt sad after getting the result and yes, i cried, haha!
I cried after looking at the result, silence break cry and sneezing!
My face turned black and when lecturer is going through tutorial.
I don't even listen/hear at all, simply write blindly.
I'm the only one who failed in the class and i feel so morale down.
My lecturer said, "No diploma, get you no where".
Because of this sentence, it keep on remind me of that.
I board the train, and tears keep dropping one, two, three, argh!
I'm afraid that people will keep looking at me, or.
Maybe they thought that i fall out of love or something, haha.
I'm not and i just don't feel like talking to anyone.
Why i cried just because that? It's just a piece of result.
It really mean to me a lot.
I have thought of giving up but after crying, i told myself to calm.
Well, so i decide to buck up and never say i want to give up again!
I don't wanna be someone who meet difficulty and give up.
I told myself i'm not because i climbed up from ITE.
I just can't give up halfway, or even have thoughts to quit SP.
I'm going to overcome these obstacles that i encounter in poly.
Although it's late to enter poly, but for the sake of the certificate.
I will try to achieve what i can have and endure 3 years!
I never imagine that i will cry over result as i never done it before.
I just wanna score slightly better and make myself feel satisfied!
I'm pouring all my sorrows in my blog.
As i really want to pour everything out from my heart.
If i can be a baby forever, just cry and signal to mummy.
Mama, i want to eat, sleep, pee and poo-poo!